Well, I made a GB before but I didn't feel it expressed the new me, the me that has evolved from the 15 year old that made it. I mean, sure I still value the same qualities, but I'm more me now than ever instead of having my opinions shoved down my throat I've become a real individual.

That out of the way, I love games, I always have and always will. Part of the reason I want to get into 3D modeling is because I'm not the greatest artist, ok I'm not terrible and I know it, I'm confident in that at least lol. BUT, I think my talents would be better used in a computer based enviornment given the time I spend on the PC.

Me as a person, I'm shy and timid around you at first, I have to be, it's just my natural way of coping with pressure. After I get to know you, after I see you a few times and stop caring so much what you think about me I think I'm pretty cool guy to be with. I mean, you wouldn't know from looking at me but I crave and desire friendships. Sure, I feel like a loner sometimes, but at heart I think everyone wants to have friends.

As far as my life has been, I would say it's been rough, but whose hasn't? You got all these problems out there, I figure I have it pretty good. Still, I do get depressed and down hearted every once in a while, and to be honest, internet sites like this and typing out my problems is therapeutic. Anyways, my parents are split (surprise) have been for all 18 years of my life, except for like a year when I was 4, I've not done well in school, I haven't found a job. But I'm looking forward to a brighter future.

As far as religion, I used to believe whole heartedly, and there's nothing wrong with that. However, my mind and heart are split between logic and emotion. Feeling and knowledge, so it's a toss up for me. I guess we'll see in the end, I only hope a forgiving God(s) can forgive my curiosity.