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I tried so hard to make her day, the night has already taken me away....

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24 years old
Dallas, Texas
United States
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JOB: College Student
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: Christian - other
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: In a relationship
BODY TYPE: More to love
MEMBER SINCE: 09/19/2006
STAR SIGN: Cancer
LAST LOGIN: 09/06/2008 20:23:31

Basiclly its just alot of work and gameplaying, i used to skate but dont make much time for that anymore haha.

I work quite a bit, but as of right now i have a pretty laid back job (as of right now meaning it could change anytime roflbn) if anyone is interested in gettin in contact with me, my aim is TheRealFiregod

My favorite movies are Goofy Movie, Bio Dome, and Endless Sunshine for the Spottless mind. We have watched a few awsome movies though, like Die Hard, Lethal Weapon, and even some of the old Disney Movies (you know they owned, common now.......)

I like action and alot of comedy and Kung Fu....wich is why Jakie Chan is one of my favorite stars.

I listen to all types of music, but i mostly listen to Hardcore, MetalCore, and Death Metal Christian music.

Regardless of what people want to say about Christian Metal/Thrash/Speed/Emo/Screemo/Death ect ect ect...being....

fake, stupid, dumb, numbed down, or somehow doesnt count as music

my point of veiw is that i would rather listen to this than the negative crap that is usually put on the radio these days.


Christian music is still music, someone picked up a guitar and decided to make music about their faith........thats all it is.....it isnt anymore or less music...

If you would like to take a look at a few great labels that feature christian bands, just click on the links!!!





For those of you interested in any way, i have links to some songs and vids from some of my favorite Hardcore Christian music artists.

This is a group ive come to like a whole lot, its a band called Encryptor.. They are a extreamly awsome Brutal Death/Grind Metal Band. Give it a listen!





This band is called Haste The Day, and is part of Solid State Records

The song is called American Love. Check it out.







This is a awsome band called Symphony In Peril. Although they arent a band anymore, they are still highly respected as one of the best MetalCore Christian rock bands that existed. You can still buy the CD online at the Facedown Records online store.

The song is called But Now We See In A Mirror, Dimly Lit, But Then Face To Face








This band is called With Blood Comes Cleansing. They are a pretty good Harcore/Deathmetal band, and are on the Blood and Ink Records Label.

The song is called Golgotha. Check it out.








Here is another band from Solid State Records called The Chariot. They are a really awsome heavy metal band with a very chaotic type sound. Not for sensitive ears haha. The video is also very wild and shows how much the band rocks.

The song is called The Company, The Comfort, The Grave








This is a awsome progressive metal, thrash, hardcore, and death metal band called Becoming the Archtype. They are exreamly awsome!

This is a link to the E Card of this bands cd, the reason why this ecard is so awsome is because it is suppose to have the WHOLE cd on it, wich is really awsome! They ask for people to support the CD so im doing my part! Check it out!




Videogames to me are interactive books, there is a buttload of reading to do, and some of the stories can be very intense. But i still like Goosebumps from back in the day, and also Fear Street. RL Stine owns.....

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Well it depends on what you mean, as far as people go i like just cool people that wont judge by race, religion, or the way i look, and who treat people fairly and want to have a good time.

I like people who are honest, but not brutaly honest, and can tell you how they feel withought making you wanna jump off a cliff.

As far as relationships go, im looking for a nice, honest (but not brutaly honest), girl who likes to have my type of fun (video games, arcade, mall hoping, walks in the park, moveies, no clubbing ect) and doesnt care that im fat, stupid, no self esteam (wich she could help with), and will accpet that im messed up in the head HAHA.

Once again, i need a honest girl who wont let crap bother her till she blows up on me then expect me to walk it off like its ok...that stuff hurts WORSE than the girl that treats you like crap from the beggining...just cause you try not to hurt someones feelns DOESNT mean your nice...it STILL HURTS!!!!

People who act like they like what you are, or who you are, but in the end they are just "putting up with you" or "being nice"

Im tired of people who cant accept what people are, and if they dont like what they are, cant say it right up front in a respectfull manner. If your not willing to give who i am a chance, then why hide it untill you blow up on someone?

Well the first thing about me is that im a Christian. I love my Lord Jesus Christ


I also tend to type quite a bit, so if you dont like readin, i woudlnt continue any farther...


Im more of a open minded person, wich is why people like talking to me, im well aware that there are many diffrent views of the world, so therefore i dont try to push my views on anyone, and i think other views and opinions are quite interesting! So feel free to talk to me about anything!


I love haveing a honest good time and makeing fun as well as makeing many jokes, so the best thing you can is not take me seriously! However i have a very serious side that is able to have deep conversation about many things. So im up for a nice serious conversation as well!


As of about December/January I now have a girlfreind whom i love very much. Her name is Amelia, and she is the first girlfreind i have had (real life girlfreind that is). I consider myself a romantic, and I love to do things to make my girl happy, from the little things like sending a email saying how much i care, to big things like.......well whatever she would consider big haha. Makeing my girl happy makes me insanely happy and i try my best to do just that, and enjoy every moment of it
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On the negative side, sometimes I can be negative twords myslef...i dont belive in myself much and struggle on the confidence side..i am currently trying very hard to fix this problem, but it is a stuggle for me....just to give you a taste of what i mean, i call "Alittle more to love"....... FAT, thats all it is...... fat....im fat......


Although it may not seem like it, i love myself very much......i just have......... ALOT of flaw......that people....... dont like.......


Also Im also the type of person who doesnt like people to be mad at me, so that also makes me sometimes not want to express myself fully, because i think ill make people angry. I try to be as kind as possible to people, but in my nervousness i do tend to messup, and some things i say get misunderstood, even though i may not be trying to offend. I try to express myself, but i try not to be rude about it. If this ever happens between us, then im sorry. I try to be as nice as i can while being honest and mean no harm XD


Im kinda nuts, and have problems sometimes expressing myself. I struggle with slight depression at times and it can make me very quiet, but sometimes i go nuts and say things like


CHAR CHAR BLAR BLAR AAHHHRR ARARARAAA.....sorry im nuts....


Ill be updateing this often, so look out for more XD, thanks for loooking at my page!!! And reember, EXPRESS YO SELF!!!!!!!

Firegod has 98 friend(s)



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From: Kaji
09/02/2008 15:10:36


Firegod wrote:

In refrence to what you said, belive it or not 50 gigs isnt alot at all for most men rofl.



Now mind you it had been quite some time since i watch it, however that was 50 gigs gotten over teh course of a few years, so in that aspect 50 gigs is chump change

Lol, okay. I still think 50GB is a lot. Then again, I don't normally save my porn anyway. I have some images, and images aren't that big of files.



From: bounce101
08/08/2008 16:56:48
that's guud. :)


From: bounce101
08/07/2008 17:03:32
i'm iight. i can't complain right now. lolz how r u?


From: Nero_The_Sable
08/06/2008 14:12:37
yeeahh XD mike needs a law as well maybe like if theres bbq it will be eaten and it will be delicious


From: zapoqx
08/03/2008 21:47:32
So yea, Firegod, gonna give up that info of your 360 gamertag? :P


From: bounce101
07/23/2008 17:07:20

yee...i did try to talk to my parents, but they push me away. They don't care how i feel...my mom just wants to leave && my dad has one completely mental. he like, all depressed....just like he was back in January. It's terrible.


I know God wont stut me out, i know he's still here with me & everything. it's just hard to get back in the habbit. I try very hard to pray every night && read the bible. but that thing is thick. lolz. && i only got through the first part.


I just don't wanna live my life this way. I mean, i have been through a lot && i havepeople telling me to go see a counsoler && all. I can't though, which i s a problem, so i can only get it out on this thing. lol



From: bounce101
07/22/2008 23:18:15

ahahahaha...wow....lolz...


okaii...umm...this crap has yet to end. it was NEVER end...&& mii parents will always be fighting. i can't do anythin'about that. && to be honest with you, this has been going on since....November of last year. && everytime i think thngs are going great, mii mom fin SOMETHING to complain about. It never ends. Everythin' is just sooo...bottled up here...that i can't take it anymore. Everythin' i have seen, everythin' i have heard...it all goes to mii head && stays there. I'm affriad of mii dad. && i shouldn't be. I'm scared to be home alone with him or just be in the same car as him. I can't really forgive him for what he did, but i'm tryin'. We don't talk. Mii mom yells at us to go spend time with daddy. so we do...his reaction to that..."is your mother okaii...where is she...is she in a bad mood". not to seem rude...but what the hell happend to his kids. I ALMOST did not come home one day. almost. i was ready to go && run in the oposite direction, but i came home either way. && this might be a shock to you...but uh...i also almost commited suicide. I wasn't thinkin'...&& just...everythin' in mii Family has literally gave me a reason to dislike them right now.


i need to leave. i need to get outta here before i do somethin' i'm gonna regret. the last time i went to church...was 2 weeks ago && before that...3 years. I'm actually thinking about this...&&...i think i lost mii place as a christian. I don't even know how to believe anymore. I just can't. I try everythin' i can, but i just...can't quite seem to grasp the concept. i'll live by ther morals & all, but that's about it. I wanna be a christian again && all, but...idk...i think i've given up...just like mii sister && brother did.


in other words, i'm sayin'...i want to run away..&& NEVER come back. that's pretty much it as for that. literally. lolz


&& sorry to hear about your poochie. sounds like abuddy for life. i sure miss mine too. =[



From: bounce101
07/22/2008 21:23:05

ahaha....nah...it's okaii. I havn't talked to anyone excpet Jonny & Brett all day. soooo...i kinda need some new people to talk with. besides, i don't mind a little bit of encouragment along the way. =]


It's not really my fault that i feel this way about my life. I honestly, right now, don't have control over it. I can't leave my house to see friends, i can' hang with friends, && i can't invite them over. Why is this you may ask? It's cause of my parents. Either they don't want us leaving and telling people what goes on in our family, or they don't want people over to see what goes on. It makes a big impact on my family & i cause, my sisters and i can't leave. The only time we do is when we have a babysitting job or running to a place with the parents. I mean, we have yet to get our summer reading books for school & have yet to do our reports. I have less than 3 weeks to get it done && i have to do 2 reports. =[ It's stressful.


My mom is usually...um...not herself && my sisters && i end up having to deal with her bickering && fighting. I haven't slept in a week cause of them. all they do is sit outside & talk. They don't even know we're in the house. the only time they come looking for us is when they want chorse done. It's pathetic. I shouldn't be home with mii dad & be affraid to do things around the house. [the clothes i wear, the things i watch, the things we disguss, && just my daily life in general]


That's why when Bounce was here, he'd be the thing/person i turned to. I'd pick him up && take him to bed with me, so that way he doesn't have to deal with the screaming from down stairs. I loved brushing Bounce, that was one thing i did durning the day. Or i would feed him, or i would pick him up && just pet him. It's just not the same without him anymore. It's too quite in the morning. I hate wakin' up && heading down stairs && finding there's no bowls for me to fill. But, i made a little section of my room for just him, so i'll always have pcitures && stuff. but yeah. that's pretty much it for now.


i guess. lolz sorry for puttin'


 all this on ya. i have a roll of doin' that.



From: bounce101
07/22/2008 19:27:22

because it's not going so swell right now with me && for some other people. I mean, i know life is like mother nature, you jsut gotta let it take it's course && all, but somethings i wouldn't mind if they were changed && all. Examples: gas prices, animal cruelty, killings, et.c et.c I mean, i'd change all of that if i could, but...i'm just livin' life to get through it alive. I know theres a ton of opputunities out there && i'm workin' on that. i have this trip i'm plannin' after high school & everythin'...soo....i can't wait for it. =]



From: Nero_The_Sable
07/22/2008 16:48:48
oohh yea resident evil certainly has its awards and respect for being one of the best survival horror series i need to get my RE0 back from my cousins ex i havent even played it the last time i actually played it it was a rainy day and lightning hit the phonebox and it kinda passed through me after that i never touched it again lol RE2 or RE3 has to be my favorite  nemesis was the scariest thing i ever ran into next to those bugs in the sewer of re4 i must of died 3 times there cause i was low on health and no items had to sprint XD ooo those chainsaw guys are scary as well uugghh



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