drifting away on the tides of time.
with every wave comes a lonely chime.
a part of day you used to share
but now it seems you cease to care.
one lover lost, too soon, consistent.
the flow of attention is non-existent.
left with voids, right near the soul
a pumping, the thumping, not nearly whole.
the niches are filled with absent thought.
a friend, a heart, is what i had sought.
but no more of time you have to waste,
i must let go and make you haste.
i sail my ship to the end of ends
i'll write you letters to make amends
push me further than the wind may blow.
sink my ship to reap, then sow.
fill my lungs with make believe
truth is what, i had wished to recieve.
so plunge me into false ideals
watch me squeal, watch me peel
watch me gasp, and call your name
to say the same, to lay the blame.
but im glad you came,
into my life.
even through,
the anger and strife.
and though you've left, i dare not shame
for i will cheer, my dear,
instead of flame.