Sooo, HI EVERYONE! xD I'm back after... how long now? Well, I'm glad to be back! I was caught up with school the whole time and I'll probably be busy for about 4 more weeks with finals. Dx Anyways, I thought everything with life was going good up until two days ago.
I've had the LOVE BUG starting back in January. I had a huge thing for a friend of mine that I met this year. To be honest, I've never met a guy quite like him. C: He makes me smile and laugh with ease, he knows how to cheer me up, and he's a fun person who's pretty outgoing too. BUT, I feel like I can never tell him my problems or feelings, since he gives me the impression that I am just someone who he gives attention to cause he's bored. So, I'm kinda like a toy he fools with so it'll keep him entertained. Despite this, I liked this guy and wanted to get to know him more.
Thing is, he used to like me a few months back, yet I never noticed his feelings. I went to him one day and asked him to help me out with someone I really liked, and I guess that broke his heart because he wasn't the same for a while around me. I feel stupid since I just realized he really liked me and I missed my chance. I thought I had a shot at him this whole time, because with the way he acted around me, I got the wrong idea and thought he liked me again. I found out he had an 8th grade girlfriend starting on May 22nd. I've been single pretty much my whole middle school and soon to end freshmen year. It seems like everytime I like someone, something backfires or I screw up horribly. Dx
I'm trying to move on, but this guy is really special. It'll take a while, but maybe I'll find someone even better, or if I'm lucky, I'll get another chance. x3
