iight, mii dad is giving us chorse even after we all ready did some earlier today. fact: i'm not appricated where i live, mii parents don't give thankx to me when i do somethin' for them fact: mii parents gave credit to mii lil sis who doess nothin' ALL day. - - then i have to do the FUCKIN' RETARDED reading project for school, which gets in in less than a week. - - i'm beating miiself up cause i'm stressing over everything, not to mention mii parents are takin' me away from life! if that's not gay enough for you, then you need to come live wid mii parents. GOD, THEY DRIVE ME UP THESE WALLS & OUTTA THIS FUCKIN' HOUSE! THEY'RE DESTROYING MII LIFE & THERES NO ONE HERE TO HELP ME the one thing that did, IS DEAD!
the sooner we move, the better. i'm sick of here & if i could run away, i'd do so in a heart-beat "Rachael, go clean yo room. it looks like a disater area!" WHAT THE HELL R U BLIND OLD MAN! i cleaned it all yesterday & this morning. that explain y i didn't go to bed at 11pm like u want it. i stay up to chat wid friends & watch some tv. grrrr...i'm gunna let yall in on a secret...cause i trust yall. i can't help that i'm a sensitive, worthless human being, but almost everynight since mii babii died, i can't help but cry.
that's the reason i'm; so tired when i wake up, always have headaches, i'm always in a pissed off mood, & cause i don't tell yall everything. THAT'S THE REASON!I can't take it any more! I'm sick of the restless nights, i'm tired of the panic attacks, & i'm so babein' sick of yall! it's the "say" & "do" cones like mii mom saids. you say somethin'...& you end up doing NOTHIN! they're dragging us down with them & they're completly destrroying us. what the hell are we suppost to do?! flunk, become drop outs, comit suicide! (which, i almost did...god...i should - but theres somethin' keepin' me from that)
*looks down in tears* is there no end to this madness or this mass distruction?!
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