Alrighty. Now since summer is almost over & school's about to begin, I though it would be nice to write a "summer blog" on everything. lol i know it's gonna be kinda long, but hello?! it's a "summer blog". lol. So far my summer has been pretty crappy. Everything from parents to my birthday to my babii's death to just life in general. All this summer all i have really done is type on the computer, go on walks, watch some tv, & just relaxed. It's been really boaring here latelty & through all that is going on just isn't making things better. Yes, i got a new cat, but he's evil. Yes, i turned 15, but that's just a few years away from turning 20. My entire life is passing me by & i have no way of stopping it. It's quite sad actually. I though i'd have everything planned out & have a good time, guess not. I got to spend 4 days in Michigan. (2 days driving, so those don't count) If i really had to be honest, this have been the shitiest years of my entire life. I don't really have any memories. I have a few good memories, but it's not much. All i'm saying is, i'm gonna make the best of it & stick it out. Yes, i'm gonna get hurt along the way, but it's a chance to explire new things & get out there & really enjoy life. I'm finally taking control of my life, & sadly, it took me 15 years to say it. I'm done with my families problems, I'm done with my parents, I done with worrying about every day issues, & well, i'm just done. I'm not quite done with my kitty, but i'm getting there. (i hope)
This summer has had it's ups & down. Ups like, i met someone new that i really do care about & one of the downs is that i lost a good friend cause they couldn't act like a "true" friend to me. & i feel bad about teasing them & acting rude & if this "someone" reads this blog, i just wanted to apoligize for the way i've been acting & well, i hope your school year is better & full of much more expierences than having to worry about me. (& i do still care about you, & i'll miss you while your gone)
Sooooo...other than that. I just hope for the best this year & i hope to make new friends & who knows, i might even get lucky. ;) All i'm saying is, life is flying by and you don't even know it. Be thankful for the things you have & the people you see, cause one day, you wont see them.
my status:
happy - 65%
in love - 100%
sad - 30%
thankful - 100%
tired - 80%
oh, & i got my schedual today & classes are as followed:
1. World Geography
2. Accelerated Math
3. Spanish II
4. Team Sports
