I don't remember.
Anyway, my mum and I went o to turn in the enrollment paperwork Thursday. They have to fax Patrick Henry and snag my transcript again before I can go in and pick my classes. I hope they'll let me pick the classes I want: AP Calculus, Francais deux, creative writing.. We'll just have to wait and see..
Umm.. so.. I'd asked Erik-chama about his little disappearing act at my asking of his feelings.. ._. Well..
08:31 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] Guess what?
08:32 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] I got an amazing nine hours and twenty minutes worth of sleep today.
08:33 PM {Gow616} [MP] Whoa! 
9 hours+...are you feeling better or feeling sick?
08:39 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] I'm feeling.. I'm not sure how I'm feeling. Today has not been a good day despite it only having lasted.. going on four hours now.. I'm a bit of an emotional wreck and I cannot seem to get my hands to stop shaking.
08:44 PM {Gow616} [MP] What is wrong?
08:51 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] I.. I'm rather ashamed to type..
09:38 PM {Gow616} [MP] Shame is a rather debatable emotion...one part of me says it is useless as shame is derived from the notion that things can be done wrong versus the part of me that supports that emotion. I am at war with myself. 
09:50 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] 
10:05 PM {Gow616} [MP] So what could cause this shameful problem? Anything discussable or would it give away that which is shameful?
10:11 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] I don't believe you'd be too pleased to read it..
10:31 PM {Gow616} [MP] Unless it begins with... "Well I went to the cemetery and dug up a stiff with a stiffy..." It probably will not phase me.
10:32 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP]
10:36 PM {Gow616} [MP] Sorry...too many dead bodies.
10:42 PM {Gow616} [MP] ...in a weird dream.
10:50 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] Do I bother you?
10:52 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] Before you left for Connecticut, I'd asked you how you felt about me. However, rather than giving me any kind of answer or even just changing the subject, you left.. without any word. Why?
11:05 PM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] Alright, fine.
11:10 PM {Gow616} [MP] I am off and on at the moment...well should be on for a while right now. How I feel about you...never truly an easy question for one to answer on the spot in some instances but I think I have a clear notion at the moment. I do like you but asking me to drag you down or be together with you at the moment is a very sensitive prospect for me. 1) Finishing College here and I may go fro a MFA at Indiana U. Main Campus, plus I still consider myself bit of a hobgoblin...
11:11 PM {Gow616} [MP] in both social and physical aspects. I left without any word because I dropped off to sleep then woke up and had to go then and there. I am never easy on anyone including myself. I subconsciously sabotage myself.
So.. yea.. He does like me.. .__. We conversed tonight as well..
01:43 AM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] May I ask..
01:46 AM {Gow616} [MP] ...ask?
01:46 AM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] Nevermind.
01:50 AM {Gow616} [MP] Now I want you to ask. Damn you. 
01:52 AM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] How do you figure you'd "drag [me] down?"
01:54 AM {Gow616} [MP] Into my own personal hell, a hell of being stuck where one doesn't care to be any more.
02:00 AM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] Okay, but how? How do you figure that?
02:04 AM {Gow616} [MP] Well there are more facets to the hell... and the dragging would happen without notice. I am just running on the assumptions that through the give and take in a relationship that it might become that one person is dragged down by the other.
02:11 AM {Volpe Sinatra} [MP] The way I see it is you keep me from dragging myself down, and I know you told me not to let you become eveything, but honestly, I haven't got much else.
02:19 AM {Gow616} [MP] You have writing, you have my counsel, you have the music, express thyself and you may soon gain more. Though who I am kidding on that one. Heh...
Funny thing is I still don't get how he could think he'd "bring [me] down." I guess I'm just slow.
Hmm.. so, my mum is going to get me an external hdd. We're going with a Western Digital My Book Essential 750GB. Then, she's going to open a bank account for me using $100 she got from one of my aunts. Being so, I'll just get the bandana coyote myself.
Eisbrecher came out with a new album yesterday, Friday.. in Germany, at least. It's not released on Amazon.com till September 2nd, Amazon.co.uk till September 1st. I'll have to get that, too.
Hehe.. I has a panda!! ^^ Here, you can meet him! See:
His name's Xiozan. I named him after one of Erik-chama's aliases. Isn't he a cutie?
He's a little troublesome, though. He likes to take over my laptop. I caught him trying to chat with Nero on WLM:
He loves GamerBio, though which is pretty cool:
He especially loves teh kitty's profile:
Teehee. :]
He's not new. He used to be my brother's, but I rescued him. He was in storage for quite a while before I rescued him. He smelled like dust, so I rubbed him down with a fabric softener sheet. Now he smells like meadow flowers.. and dust. .____. Lol.
Ah well, I'm getting kind of sleepy. I think it's about time for me to type goodnight. I'll leave with this awesome video of what I'm listening to. Just beware, though 'cause there's some nudity and, like, smexy orgy fest. o__o
Here's the link to the video since they won't let me embed it: YouTube - MYLENE FARMER - Dégénération (clip officiel)
Liz~
