I'm pretty sure at this point that it is my fait not to play GunZ anymore. My computer has broken once again for circumstances beyond my control. furthermore, various errors keep many of my freins from playing it too. I may not be able to use more than a web browser for a long time. To top that, i've beaten all my xbox games and most my gamecube games.
This has lead me to a state of idle depression. I'm not bawling or anyhting, i'm not parinoid either. But lately, nothing inthe world seems exciting anymore. Jokes may be funny, but only so funny. When i come home, i spend on average an hour and a half pacing and just thinking to myself. Grades are doing fine and im not in any emotional wreck, but rather just in a state of no excitement. The world is losing color and i don't look forward to anything. I am starting to care less whether i work or rest; i essentially just want to do nothing.
Perhaps i am i bit addicted as a gamer. I nkow, however, that i could easily survive without one, just not in my normal daily rutine.
Hopefully i can fix my computer soon. Hopefully i can enjoy it over the winter break. Until then, TTYL.
~Yeoj //Ping Pirate
