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Well...time sure does fly when your havin' a guud time...ahahaha...jkjk. I havn't been havin' a really hot time this year. =[ Havn't been since Bounce died. =[ ---still have dreams of him--- But school, stress, boiis, and family is really botherin' me. I mean, i have done a lot this year. =] I'm doin' really well in 3 of mii subjects, yet i'm failin' in math. >=[ damn thing. I have made a butt load of friends, & unfortunetly, one of them has already moved. ='[ I have had those relationship times & breakups & such. Almost got in 2 fights...bitches just don't know when to shut their fuckin' mouths & leave it where it's dead. [dragin' it out like some dead animal] But i can offically say that i have "like" 2 brothers there. Mii buddy Ron & Daniel. Love you guys. & i have like..3-5 sisters. lolz. [Laura, Samantha, Brittany(the one who moved =[), mii real sisa Kristina, and Rachel1] ahahaha...I have a nick name with mii gang, it's Rachael2. lolz cause mii friend Rachel is older, so she's #1. lolz. i know...weird. I'm so thankful to have em. some of mii really guud friends here are Jonny, Gabby, Laura, Samantha, Domonik, Ron, Daniel, Ronald[we call him jew. XD], Chase, Ana, Mercades, Felipe, Savanah, Brandon, Abby, Ramel, and a butt load more. lolz. I have been to "one" school dance, but it was kinda shity cause mii bf & i broke up the day before that. [Friday night] hmmm...now i don't feel like datin' anyone really. [kinda] I REALLY MISS a lot of mii old friends like Kent, Renato, Azya, Jonne, Brittany, Emily, Gabby, etc. etc. I hope to talk wid em' soon. Other than that, lolz mii school is aweosme. still get lost at times...lolz.But it's kinda weird here. without seein' old friends, old teachers, lolz. But the teachers here are somewhat better than last years. XD ahahahaha...lolz.mii math teacher is...well...a bitch. [really rude, mean, shit like that] I hope mii friends/sister & i can do somethin' the Christmas. OH MII GOODNES! Mii busdriver is BLIND AS FUCK MAN! she ran over 31 curbs durning the past week! she even ran over one while drivin' straight!!!! y? cause she's too busy playin' sudakoo & doin' crossword puzzles!! LAME!! geeez...& we're always the last bus there at our school. >=[. [damn driver] loz. I should have some pictures up soon. XD maybe.

I am doin' soooo much better at soccer this year. although, this one kid...James...is an ass & i wish i could make him disapear for guud. [although, i could have that arranged. lolz] But yeeee...other than school...

Mii home life is pretty boring. I hope to go see Twilight this Nov. 21. =] I havn't been to the movies since...march. ....odd...lolz...hmmm...that's pretty much it...this christmas is gunna be kinda...dragful. [holiday blues] XD

hmmm..but yee....i think that's it for now. lolz

mii status:

happy - 30%

sad - 80%

bored - 100%

tired - u know it! 100%

unsure - 20%

confused - idk 30%

OH MAS IMPROTANTE! i'm soo happy...mii grandma is comin' for thankxgivin'!!! =D i'm so happy. =D but yee...soo...talk wid yall later.

- - peace out - -

Wow! long time no see eh? lolz well....there's so much to say. =) School's started and a lot has happened and all. I'll start off by saying what kind of classes i got, which, i got World Geog. >> Acc. Math. >> Spanish 2 >> & Team Sports. =) I like my schedual, but i'm kinda having problems in math. it's sooooooooooo confusing! grrr...i don't know what to do. But yee...and like...i have lunch in Spanish & i get to sit with all mii joinor friends, which is fun cause they always save me a spot in lunch lines (so i get to cut. XD ) & i get to have a place to sit down and everythin'. I'm very happy that mii friend Daniel is in mii lunch class cause he's like mii big brother. he watches out for me & makes sure i'm okaii and everythin'. I love it! I love high school & a lot of people have mistaken me for a sophmore. Ahahahaha...wouldn't blame them, i do look like one & i certainly act more mature for someone who's a freshman. But it's all guud. the bus ride is also awesome. I get to sit wid mii sister & all her friends, some are mine, & yeee...it's just been...one hell of an expireence. ahahahha...The first day i went to school, i walked in like i knew what i was doin' and acted like i owned there. & damn...it worked, i got friends from left to right. many people are jealous & allof me. ahahaha....poor them. Now, would i say i'm popular? sure. i guess. =) I just love it.

I am taken now by this cute hispanic boii named Cesar. =) he's so sweet & friendly and was shocked that i knew some spanish & could talk back to him in the same language. XD It's fun & kinda give me an advantage. =) Thankx Renato for all your help last year! it's paying off now. =D But yes, he's 15, mii age, his birthday is in July & he plays soccer & came from Mexico 2 years ago. So...yeee...*blushes* he's adorable. =) & his ascent is so cute! =) hehehehe...supper friendly & well...yee...i know we're gunna have a guud time this year. Unfortunetly, even though i'm datin'...i have had those times where a boii will hit up on me...odd...but okaii. lolz

I'm doing better since Bounce has died i guess. His birthday was on Aug. 29th. Then mii nephews birthday was on the 30th. he turned 1! =D & he's so cute! he's finally walking and saying words. pretty smart baby for someone who's only 1 eh?. lolz. hmmm...I do still feel lonely & all. Miss all mii friends & everyone. (since we're seperated in school & all) =( I havn't even seen mii best friend Gabby! ='( darn...well...i hope to see her soon. I miss her a lot & miss talkin' wid her too.

Other than that...life seems to have its time...parents STILL screwin' up everythin' for me...but hell. i'll find a way to deal i guess. =) lol. Not really much has changed since the last time i made a blog. I did get mii hair cut during the summer. I personally like it, even though mii mom hated doin' it. (&...it's not even..ahahahahabut it's iight) i'll grow it out. =) hmmm..oh yes! mii sister & i have come up with this gaming kind of thing. & it's fun. =) When we play 2-square, we twist it up a bit. We add all kinds of moves to it. ahahaha...it's fun...expecially when i miss and it hits aginst the cars. ahahahaha...i left like 5 circles on mii dad's car. ahahahaha...it's hilarious! & i ALMOST broke mii mom's mirror. ahahahahaahhaha but yeee...fun fun. I don't have a job yet, but i'm working on it. (kinda) ahahahaha...lolz

For the long weekend, all i really did was homework & painted rooms. It was boaring, but the colors rock. Our dinning room is this really pretty skyblue color & mii sister's room is like this gold / tan color. very pretty. We're gettin' new furniture & all so yeee...that should be fun. NOT! ahahaha. but i'm okaii with it...i guess. I still feel like mii parents don't trust / appriciate me. sooo,...what ev. they'll get over themselve soon...i hope.

Upcomin' dates:

Wed. Sept. 3 - - Chess Club >> I hope Cesar can come. (we do almsot everythin' together...lolz)

Thurs. Sept. 4 - - Babysittin' after school. >> no clue what times. ahahahaha

Friday Sept. 5 - - Home football game! >> i might go with Cesar...*blushes*

Mii status:

happy - 98%

sad - 15%

tired - 60%

loved - 100%

other - 100% >> ahahaha...who knows. lolz

 -_ Rachael _-

 

Peace Out  A

Alrighty. Now since summer is almost over & school's about to begin, I though it would be nice to write a "summer blog" on everything. lol i know it's gonna be kinda long, but hello?! it's a "summer blog". lol. So far my summer has been pretty crappy. Everything from parents to my birthday to my babii's death to just life in general. All this summer all i have really done is type on the computer, go on walks, watch some tv, & just relaxed. It's been really boaring here latelty & through all that is going on just isn't making things better. Yes, i got a new cat, but he's evil. Yes, i turned 15, but that's just a few years away from turning 20. My entire life is passing me by & i have no way of stopping it. It's quite sad actually. I though i'd have everything planned out & have a good time, guess not. I got to spend 4 days in Michigan. (2 days driving, so those don't count) If i really had to be honest, this have been the shitiest years of my entire life. I don't really have any memories. I have a few good memories, but it's not much. All i'm saying is, i'm gonna make the best of it & stick it out. Yes, i'm gonna get hurt along the way, but it's a chance to explire new things & get out there & really enjoy life. I'm finally taking control of my life, & sadly, it took me 15 years to say it. I'm done with my families problems, I'm done with my parents, I done with worrying about every day issues, & well, i'm just done. I'm not quite done with my kitty, but i'm getting there. (i hope)

This summer has had it's ups & down. Ups like, i met someone new that i really do care about & one of the downs is that i lost a good friend cause they couldn't act like a "true" friend to me. & i feel bad about teasing them & acting rude & if this "someone" reads this blog, i just wanted to apoligize for the way i've been acting & well, i hope your school year is better & full of much more expierences than having to worry about me. (& i do still care about you, & i'll miss you while your gone)

Sooooo...other than that. I just hope for the best this year & i hope to make new friends & who knows, i might even get lucky. ;)  All i'm saying is, life is flying by and you don't even know it. Be thankful for the things you have & the people you see, cause one day, you wont see them.

my status:
happy - 65%
in love - 100%
sad - 30%
thankful - 100%
tired - 80%

oh, & i got my schedual today & classes are as followed:
1. World Geography
2. Accelerated Math
3. Spanish II
4. Team Sports

Kelsey, Lindsey, Jenna, Stacy, & Brett
Grandma K. & Aunt C. - - R.I.P Uncle H.
- - - I miss you guys...hope to see you soon - - -
♥ ♥ ♥

Skeekers, Oreo, & Ginger - no clue what breed they are. lolz
hmm...where to start, ah. well, mii cousins have at least 9 cats if not more. soo...there was no possable way to get all there pictures. soo...these will due i guess. lolz Theres not much to say about Oreo, except that he's shy. Skeekers on the other hand, is mii favorite. I know, i shouldn't chose favorites, but i love him. He's a  resuced cat & mii aunt got him about 6-7 years ago. His ears were all torn up & ripped. His paw was broken & all torn, & he had a bad eye for quite some time. BUT LOOK AT HIM NOW! =D Skeekers is mii other babii. he loves me & i love him. (not more than Bounce though...ahaha..) & as for Ginger, she is the fattest cat i have ever seen. She reminds me of mii other kitty i once had, Pounce. He was like the same size as her, kinda. She very big & buff like & she is, the kitty of the family. These kitties live in Texas with the rest of mii family. umm...the last time i saw them was 4 years ago for Thanksgiving. Due to that amount of time, i will never be able to see mii uncle again. he passed away May of last year due to cancer. but, mii family is gradually getting better. I havn't heard nor seen mii aunt since then. =(
♥ ♥ ♥
as for there other pets;
R.I.P Gram - Golden Retriever
- - - 2003 - - -
(most well behaved dog i know & was the sweetest one yet.)

now, i know yall are probably getting tired of me writting mii blogs on mii parents, & mii babii, && well, mii life. I'm sure you guys have much better things to do then read about the problems i'm facing & the things going on with me. & hell, i wouldn't blame you for that. But this is probably the last thing that will deal with mii babii. (probably) i'm not 100% sure on that.
but what i miss & what i'm gunna miss is;
-seeing him every morning when i wake up
-calling his name & seeing him run towards me
-seeing him race me up & down the stairs..=)
-feeding & watering his bowls
-petting & brushing his soft silky fur
-staring into his eyes & seeing what all went on in his life
-being able to have a friend there to talk to when i was upset or sad
-having him sleep by mii tummy & feet at night
-cleaning up after him when he gets sick
-empting his catbox. (i hated that job, but i did it cause i loved him & cause no on esle could do it correctly)
-i miss looking for him & finding him either under mii bed or in the basement closet
-i miss pickin' him up & carring him around around the house
-i miss kissin' his fur & paws...=(
-i miss listening to him meow & i'd meow back to him
-i miss it when he follows me to mii room when i say "come on kitten, it's bed time"
-i miss having him lay on mii bed and sleep when i clean mii room (cause, when he did that, i'd lightly kiss him on the forhead & he'd wake up meowing at me)
-i miss throughing the din ball around & seeing him go after it
-I miss walking arounf the house & havin' him by mii side
-i'm gunna miss it when i come home from school & he's there by the door for me (he knew what time it was to come see me & all)
-i'm gunna miss comein' home from vacation & see him run up to me & meow his head off...lolz. =)
-i miss him licking mii hand when he was extremely happy
-i actually miss when he bites mii ears to wake me up. lolz. (he gave me an ear infection once before by doing that)
-i miss going over to the pantry & seeing him run up behind me & wait for his food there
-i miss sitting on the couch & have him sit next to me / sit on mii lep
-i miss hearing him pur in joy & happieness
-i miss when i used to feed him ritz crackers...ahaha...i know. i was little then
-i miss it when he pawed at mii hands when i rubbed his tummy
-i miss picking him up & takin' him outside to enjoy the nice weather
-i miss having him jump up on mii bed when i was doing homework & sit on mii textbooks for me to pet him.
-i miss seeing him act all goofy cause he was "scared" >
-i miss seeing him in his box seeing or on the table
-i'm guuna miss seeing him run to the edge of the hallway & use the posts as scrathing post

iight, mii dad is giving us chorse even after we all ready did some earlier today.
fact: i'm not appricated where i live, mii parents don't give thankx to me when i do somethin' for them
fact: mii parents gave credit to mii lil sis who doess nothin' ALL day.
- - then i have to do the FUCKIN' RETARDED reading project for school, which gets in in less than a week. - -
i'm beating miiself up cause i'm stressing over everything, not to mention mii parents are takin' me away from life!
if that's not gay enough for you, then you need to come live wid mii parents.
GOD, THEY DRIVE ME UP THESE WALLS & OUTTA THIS FUCKIN' HOUSE!
THEY'RE DESTROYING MII LIFE & THERES NO ONE HERE TO HELP ME
the one thing that did, IS DEAD!

the sooner we move, the better. i'm sick of here & if i could run away, i'd do so in a heart-beat
"Rachael, go clean yo room. it looks like a disater area!"
WHAT THE HELL R U BLIND OLD MAN! i cleaned it all yesterday & this morning. that explain y i didn't go to bed at 11pm like u want it.
i stay up to chat wid friends & watch some tv.
grrrr...i'm gunna let yall in on a secret...cause i trust yall.
i can't help that i'm a sensitive, worthless human being, but almost everynight since mii babii died, i can't help but cry.

that's the reason i'm; so tired when i wake up, always have headaches, i'm always in a pissed off mood, & cause i don't tell yall everything. THAT'S THE REASON!I can't take it any more!
I'm sick of the restless nights, i'm tired of the panic attacks, & i'm so babein' sick of yall!
it's the "say" & "do" cones like mii mom saids. you say somethin'...& you end up doing NOTHIN!
they're dragging us down with them & they're completly destrroying us.
what the hell are we suppost to do?!
flunk, become drop outs, comit suicide!
(which, i almost did...god...i should - but theres somethin' keepin' me from that)

*looks down in tears* is there no end to this madness or this mass distruction?!

 
damn...mii brother-in-law is such an idiot!
1st - when he went out in the garage to have a cigarette wid mii mom & sister,
he left mii nephew wid me! it's his son
he should be takin' care of him, which he doesn't
(sooo...that's pointless)
2nd - when they were givin' him his medicine,
they had to get him a brething applicator thingy
& when he tryed to put in on...he snapped it against Brendyn's head!
(poor thing started crying & i was like thinkin' to miiself
"give him to me, i'll do it" ....geeez. dunm ass - -he said it was an accident
mmmmhmmm....sssssuuuurrrreeee)
3rd - when they were leavin'...he gave me a hug & all. well. this was no "just" hug
he was literally squeezing the life outta me.
mii ribs were so compressed together, that i though when he let me go, i was sure he broke somethin'...
(from him - "& that wasn't the bear hug" what...he wants to kill me or somethin'?!)
After he let me go, i swear i fainted. i couldn't beath at all. i was literally gasping for air
after that, i got so mad at him that i ran up behind him & jumped onto his back
hmmm...mistake...he wrapped his arms around mii legs & said "time for a ride"
i was like...oh shit.
soo...he swung me around & all...i was literally diggin' mii nails into his neck so he would let me go...
ahahahaa....boo-ya.
kinda, now i have trouble beathing & mii arm feels like he tore somethin'...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...next time, i wont miss...his "special jews" will be mii aiming target.

- - have a nice day! - -  

iight, this is how it works, if you get all the answers right, i'll tell you somthing that i havn't told anyone else before.
it'skinda like: how much do you know me kind of thing. =)

true or false
easy:
1. mii favorite animals are horses
2. mii birthday is June 19th
3. i can speak french
4. mii heritage considts of German, Italian, & Irish
5. i own 2 cats & 1 dog
6. mii favorite subject in school is history. (social studies)
7. i have 2 sisters & 2 brothers
8. mii middle name is Marie
9. mii favorite color is red
10. mii favorite flavor of icecream is vanilla
medium:
11. i have had braces
12. i have broken a bone before
13. i was born in Michigan
14. mii eyes are green
15. i have a babii.
hard:
16. i'm in love with someone who i have never met
17. i've cheated on mii boyfriends
18. i've had surgery performed on me before
19. i've already had sex before
20. i hope to become an artist when i grow up.


NOW POEOPLE, NOT ALL OF THESE ARE TRUE!
i just put them out there cause i wanna see how many pepople
actually pay attention to what i say.
sooo...be careful on what you choose.
=) =) =)

you can ask me 3 questions. They can be random, stupid, rude, etc. any 3 of your choice. I will answer all 3 questions truthfully && honestly!

 note to self:

 NO YOU MAY NOT ASK ABOUT MY FULL NAME, NO YOU MAY NOT ASK ME ABOUT WHERE I LIVE, && NO YOU MAY NOT ASK ME ABOUT ANY PERSONAL BODY PARTS OF MINE!

other than that, ask away.

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